please leave while im still strong

"For every fight everything comes back.
20 years later and its all the same. It doesn't matter if im 8 or 20.
The feelings are just the same.
It drags me down even the days I think that nothing can drag me down.
And I blame you for all the happiness you're taking from me.
I still dont know how you both are managed to stick together.
I guess you're just afraid to be alone"